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Wednesday, May 16, 2007

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okay tmr will be the day i freaking submit the freaking THING. wtf damn disgusting i am so sick of it OKAY.

i think my blog readership has fallen like crazy but whatever la i need to fa xie.

anw i've realised smth playing pk... i think a lot of pple play online games to run away from reality, in a way. cause as i spend more and more time on it (jobless mah) i can feel like it really sort of takes u over (i think la)... and i think some pple do stuff in online games cos they cant do it in reality... like a lot of guys are damn despo there cos they're probably losers in real life (okay this is just an example lah)... but online nobody knows and u can make ure char damn powerful if u play like hell every single day... and nobody will ever know ure loser in real life. on the contrary they'll think ure damn shen cause ure char is lvl 70+... -.- actually i have personal exp also but dont feel like saying here HAHA... NOT that i go jio guys on pk lah -_______-"

T.T

escapism, i think. cause there're so many inhibitions in real life, and expectations that u have to adhere to, and sometimes when u think of what ure friends or whatever will say... u cant do what u want anymore.

dunno how many people understand this... but yeah.

obviously playing too much isnt healthy la. but just my reflections lor. haha.

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