you're my playground love

Thursday, April 26, 2007

>>> 260407

i got double degree from smu, bsc econs and bachelor of business management.

still, not a big deal eh? =.=

might stay in singapore if i get a scholarship from smu.

otherwise, i guess not.

nothing to blog about. my life is exceedingly boring. med interview tmr.

{ fate can act in a curious way } 2:41 AM

Monday, April 09, 2007

>>> 090407

sigh... sometimes i wonder whether taking a year out is the right decision. when i think of going the same uni as the pple i know, and them graduating a year earlier than me, it seems weird. and what abt the last yr when im there alone? none of my old friends will be there at all.

but then again i dont have much of a freaking choice. so irritated.

Cer / For whom do the tears flow deeper than an ocean for? says:
but anw..hope tt if i do go..then next yr u can come and join me....
chenfeng says:
if i get in

its so unfair that people have a chance to go schs they want to go in uk this yr cause their tchrs were nice enuf to predict 4a's for them even with lousy prelim results. and im stuck in singapore fighting for stuff i dont know whether i want. except probably med, i might stay if i get in. but i have no hospital attachment and everyone else has like... 2?! kiasu spiders ): < sigh la.

yes i know i am very bitter. so freaking sue me.

{ fate can act in a curious way } 12:47 AM

Sunday, April 08, 2007

>>> 080407

i've realised smth, i just want to lead my own life. really. (trying to convince myself as much as anyone else i think) LOL.

i feel really sad when i think about how certain things are just outside your control. its like... sometimes things are so close but due to some retarded reason or other, it just slips through your fingers.

i hate that.

on a sidenote, i realised a lot of my friends are going ucl. maybe i'll end up there in the end too. hahah.

{ fate can act in a curious way } 10:25 PM

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

>>> 040407

... i think dependence is an extremely scary thing.

{ fate can act in a curious way } 10:56 PM

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

>>> 030407

did i mention that dj and kaichen are in the same platoon? or company, or whatever, i dont get all that army stuff. LOL. hahahah. hahahaah. ahahaha *dies of laughter*

i have thoughts, but i dont know how to pen them down cos they're like totally unrelated and random and perhaps subjective (not to others, to my state of mind).

taking half day tmr to go school and remedy the mistakes i made on the form. GROWL.

woke up today thinking of you
another night that i made my way through
so many dreams still left in my mind
but they can never come true
i press rewind and remember when
i close my eyes and im with you again
but in the end i can still feel the pain
every time i hear your name

the sun wont shine since you went away
seems like the rain's falling every day
theres just one heart
where there once was two
but thats the way its gotta be
until i get over you
>> until i get over you; christina milian

sweet song, i havent posted lyrics on my blog for ages!

ps: im not feeling like the song says ): <

{ fate can act in a curious way } 1:11 AM

Monday, April 02, 2007

>>> 020407

...

is there something wrong with me?

why do i always piss the people who matter to me, off?

HAIYA.

i care so much but in the end, i dont think it even matters.

whatever.

sigh.

{ fate can act in a curious way } 12:39 AM