>>> whats left of me

watched my life pass me by
in the rearview mirror
pictures frozen in time
are becoming clearer
i dont wanna waste another day
stuck in the shadow of my mistakes
yeah

cos i want you
and i feel you
crawling underneath my skin
like a hunger, like a burnin
to find a place i've never been
>> whats left of me; nick lachey


>>> 271106

the best way to get over someone is to convince yourself that the person is a huge, colossal, disgusting loser.

(:

i just want 2 things!

>>> 271106

second star to the left, go until dawn. says:
muack
second star to the left, go until dawn. says:
entertain me leh
:.siao.er.: says:
hahahaha
:.siao.er.: says:
shit is smelly

HAHAHA.


>>> 241106

(:


>>> colorgenics

You are longing for some love and affection at this time - not that you have been deprived of tender loving care - but there are times when everyone needs to try something new or to go 'somewhere' else to perhaps experience that little extra 'understanding'.

In the past there have been - and maybe there still are - many things that you have had to do without. You have now decided to set your sights on a position or situation that could give you greater prestige and which will afford you considerable self esteem.

You are confined and trapped in a distressing or uncomfortable situation and seeking some way out. Whatever you seem to do to resolve the problem hasn't worked out. Fortunately you are able to gain some aspect of relief from someone close to you.

It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer.

You are putting on a show - a facade. You are a master of demonstrating considerable charm in the hope that this can or will lead to better things. Deep down you are fearful that this may not work and that you may have to employ other strategies in order to realise all your ambitions.

not sure how true this is but i think its quite. hahas.


>>> 211106

ok was reading someone's blog, about her comments on the past papers. makes me wonder whether im too easy on myself. i lost about 15 marks for each paper for maths and i think i should still be able to get A. but the thing is that some pple think that 15 marks lost is equivalent to a screwed paper? haha. i dunno la. this kinda thing makes me kinda worried. what if i end up with ABBB or BBBB. i wont be able to go anywhere lor. and i was talking to eugene yesterday, he was damn shocked i wasnt aiming for 4A's... i probably would have if i had improved continuously from ct2, but the thing is that i had this huge shortfall in prelims, and i still dont know why. the only thing i learnt from that is that mugging math always pays off.

actually im not too sure what i want either. i think i just want decent results and to get into a good school (obviously i have preferences, but i wont say what they are here). even that isnt that easy to achieve. but the thought of march 2007 coming and everyone going 'what did you get? 4a's?! me too!' is quite scary. and then u'll have to admit that, oh i got ****.

dont you think so?

i just want two things so bad.

somehow when i look back on the whole jc experience i feel its kinda bittersweet, yet with its own strange quirks and weird days. i've met so many people who are so different from the people in rg, i think its really helped define my perspective on things a lot. recalling how much i wanted to go to hc in j1 just seems like a faraway memory now. yet after all that, i still stayed in rj. that might have been expected to some people, probably im too english-fied or i just dont want to give up the prestige of rj. i dont know the real reason myself. strange how little decisions influence your whole life ahead. rj, hc, pcme, triple science, i think i just didnt know what i wanted. while studying biotech yesterday i was telling tk how much bio sucked and how the pcme pple had alr finished a's. and yeah, sometimes i just feel like i've spent my two years making this huge round. and im back to economics again. but the thing is, i learnt many things on this weird round.

i dont know whether to be grateful. lol.

i was telling tk and rongsiu, when i imagine the future, i sort of imagine myself in uk alr. i just wonder whether that'll really happen. but it'll be so fun if the future really turns out like i want it to (:


>>> 201106

its almost the end, only bio paper 1 left! (:

nothing to blog about leh. went out today and went shopping! refer to tzekwan's blog for details. HAHA. sorry lazy la.

blahblahblah.


>>> 101106

okay i feel quite worried about my bio now. i think i got quite a lot wrong. haiz! nevermind i shall work hard for paper 3 and 1 ): i hope my essays are ok though. sigh!

anyway got conditional offer to nottingham though i might not be going. anyway the condition like not say very easy. SNORT. okay i feel so nehneh now.

): ): ):

i really hope everything will turn out fine in the end!

120788
rgs
rjc






August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
August 2007
September 2007
November 2007



alpphenyl ♥
benjamin ♥
chingkai ♥
eugene ♥
jingxuan ♥
liangcheng ♥
mavis ♥
shiqi ♥
siaoer ♥
tzekwan ♥
zhihua ♥

♥

layout: j-wen
image: I
brushes: various sources