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Friday, May 12, 2006
>>> 120506

its 113am now. i just woke up.

its exactly two months to my eighteenth birthday.

* ***** * **** ***** ** ****** *******.

was talking to jiv today and i realised that the feelings experienced by crushes look like enzyme curve. HAHAHA. like it increases to a peak, when u really like that person a lot then after that it decreases and you just become sad or whatever.

oh and we found dave sim in the njc yearbook, he looked funny. he was from 96s16. hahahaa. (i just realised he's one year younger than my brother lol cant imagine my brother teaching physics though, he'd probably die of exasperation from people like me.)

damnit lar. why do i find it so freaking hard to let go. it never used to be like this. but even sadness changes with time - first its longing and pining, then its replaced by something else, i cant quite pinpoint it; disappointment? not really. i dont know what. its just knowing that the situation cant be changed and hence feeling kinda sad.

ah whatever lah.

*kills everyone*

heex.

{ fate can act in a curious way } 1:15 AM

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