you're my playground love

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

>>> 280206

my life is damn boring at the moment, nothing nice to update lah (:

a level results tomorrow!

{ fate can act in a curious way } 11:29 PM

Thursday, February 23, 2006

>>> of arenes

sigh i am so stressed %^&()#$%^&*!

zzz ):

{ fate can act in a curious way } 6:42 PM

Sunday, February 19, 2006

>>> when expectations let you down

and i suppose i've to learn never to expect too much. its quite important, really, especially when you dont have control over those things.

even though the incidents of last year were pretty horrible, i think i really did learn stuff.

why do my sentences sound so weird nowadays?

{ fate can act in a curious way } 10:26 PM

Saturday, February 18, 2006

>>> 180206

i keep feeling like im just suppressing my feelings in hope that something else will happen, erasing all of them, causing them to cease to exist.

and i dont know if that thing will ever come.

good things come to those who wait, maybe. HAHA. or maybe, it just isnt meant to happen that way. lol.

shucks lar co tmr ): bother.

oh, and i saw something today that made me sad.

whywhywhy.

i think i should just be contented with what i have. why seek more when im alr pretty happy with what i have. i just get sad when i cant get it. but i guess, man is never satisfied.

okay off to bed, i need a respite.

{ fate can act in a curious way } 12:35 AM

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

>>> valentines day 2005

its been a wonderful day! even though i didnt have a date but that doesnt matter cos i wasnt lonely at all (:

anyway after school i went to meet jing at j8... then we went down to suntec and ate lunch and watched casanova... its a damn lame show. seriously. even though its supposed to be a 'romantic comedy' according to daijing, it really wasnt romantic. though it was quite comical. then after that we shopped around a bit and went to meet angel and peishan and ernie at orchard... slacked around at kino and then went to crystal jade la mian xiao long bao for dinner! ate loads. nice! (: it was nice talking to the 406 people, and especially catching up with peish and jing (: seemed like the old days.. almost :/ heheh.

and thank you everyone who made this day special. THANK YOU TZEKWAN you are so sweet (: !! ilu!

dont leave me hanging on.

{ fate can act in a curious way } 8:44 PM

>>> take your sweet time

take your sweet, sweet time
i will be here when you change your mind
take your sweet, sweet time
i will be here for you, baby
anytime

im feeling you pull away
cos letting go isnt easy for me
but you'll never fly
with someone else's wings, i know
wherever you go
>> take your sweet time; jesse mccartney

its 1217am precisely and i've yet to continue on my linear interpolation tut. HAHA. okay nvm i shall do it in like... two min time (: dont know why but all my graphs all got prob one >:( hahaa.

anyway, i think i've finally found the diff between infatuation and love, although i still dont know how to differentiate between liking a person a lot as a friend and like-liking that person. and its valentines day today, how apt.

i think my blog is more of an outlet for me to vent stuff and rant more than anything. hahaha.

oh, and i found out that when im jidong then i think a lot, and i get even more upset. like positive feedback. HAHA. but after i calm down then i'll realise tt i kinda overreacted. are most people like that? dunno, hee!

okay signing off now, happy vday! (ha)

{ fate can act in a curious way } 12:12 AM

Saturday, February 11, 2006

>>> back into rg uniform

havent updated for ages huh.

today wore rg uniform to co with the whole rg clan in erhu! hahaha. except for xianwen and keting, who threw their uniforms away :/ seriously i cant believe i wore that uniform from sec1 to 4 la. either it was damn gigantic and long and huge in sec1 or i was seriously damn freaking fat. ket said i looked diff from when i was in rg, so i suppose i lost some weight? *skeptical look*

hahaa! i like this pic (:

:D !

{ fate can act in a curious way } 11:29 PM

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

>>> 070206

looks like i've finally acquired some self-restraint; not referring to academic stuff though. at least, i think :/

i think i've experienced enough disappointment.

will you always be there for me?

{ fate can act in a curious way } 12:43 AM

Sunday, February 05, 2006

>>> memoirs of a geisha

hahhahaa after planning for ages with rongsiu i finally went to watch memoirs yesterday! at j8. lolly!

a lot of pple said tt it wasnt nice but i thought it was quite nice leh, entertaining. hee. lol, i guess i dont really have very high expectations. though i was really surprised when i checked the time halfway through the show and only about an hour had passed cos it seemed like a long time. hahaha.

because you make me believe in myself
when nobody else can help
>> because you live; jesse mccartney

nice nice song! (:

{ fate can act in a curious way } 5:03 PM

Thursday, February 02, 2006

>>> looking back on life

"and you remember two years ago you were saying how fun jc was going to be and how you couldnt wait..."

was talking to jing yesterday and we thought of that. dont wanna look back anymore but cant help it sometimes. i dont know how to describe my feelings but its tt kinda feeling you get when u notice something ironic. hahahaa.

tomorrow's friday, tgif (:

{ fate can act in a curious way } 6:55 PM