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Friday, January 27, 2006
>>> sats on saturday

SATS are on saturday. yes im quite worried cos my studying isnt going very well.

i cant help feeling inferior nowadays, i dont know why. i feel like im quite stupid and i dont feel pia enough compared to others who're probably about the same intelligence as me. and to think i used to pon classes after prelims and before o's without batting an eyelid cause i knew i'd do fine anyway. not listening during lulu's class, cos i felt i could do without him. but i just feel so insecure nowadays. feeling the need to prove im not as stupid as they think. urgh.

i wish you were here.

sometimes, i feel like i've forgotten. but i dont know if i have.

and on a separate issue, when we talk i wonder whether im just a substitute, someone you're using as a replacement. i dont know.

okay im going to study SATS before i flunk them. damnit.

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