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Saturday, December 31, 2005

>>> 311205

2005 is over. its been a long year.

too many things happened alr. i dont know how to put them into words.

i've learnt countless things about relationships, matured quite a lot (i think) and changed in indescribable ways.

okay time for personal stuff (:

huiling and tk: thanks for ALWAYS being there. ilu guys. i could always go to you guys whenever i had problems with regards to relationships or academics. thanks so much. (: and i think i grew closer to u guys this yr! especially tk (: <3 !

xingjuan: im sorry i wasnt always there when you were down. i really am. just that i guess i didnt know how to deal with depression either, and i was too caught up in my own problems. but anyhow i really appreciate your friendship. although i feel we've kinda drifted apart a bit (it felt weird that day calling u) but i hope this wont last... ilu too. always!

daijing: we go back a long time, dont we. since sec1. although i seriously didnt like u until the end of sec2. i dont know what to say. u've always been there for me. thanks so much. i'd spoil our memories with words. forever friends.

jean: thanks for being such an awesome friend. for the gossip, for comforting me when i got shit marks, for the advice, for listening to me, for everything. just got closer to you this year cos i didnt really talk to u during rgco last time (: hope our friendship'll will get better (:

siaoer: we go wayyy back. since primary one! even though i didnt really talk to u in my sec sch days, im really thankful i've had the opportunity to get closer to u this yr. ilu. thanks for always being there for me, for gossiping, for the outings, for the prata-ing, for the j8-ing, everything! (:

zhihan: lol. although u've known me for a damn short time, think u do know me pretty well. (: haha. and thanks for being so ever-patient, for being so terribly sensitive, for the advice, for the crapping sessions, for being such a good friend. you smartypants. (: mudflake! (: not muddrop this time! (:

eugene: a lot has happened, but i hope this'll just make our friendship better okay. i've known you for, what, three years? u've always been damn patient and helpful and everything. esp on academic stuff, you mugger. hahahaa. i still remember the first time i asked u smth on that was asking whether the reactivity series and electrochemical series was the same. (i bet you dont remember that) other than that, thanks for the crapping sessions filled with perverted stuff, and just for being my friend. i really appreciate it.

bentay: havent known u very long either (: haha. but u're damn terribly nice. "until can die that kind" (<- you said this yourself, just about someone else, if u dont remember. hahaha.) thanks for being always so nice, patient, and everything. and stop obsessing about ure bad points, ure niceness makes up for everything. honestly. not lying.

its been a tumultous year, i felt like crying when i was writing all that, im serious. even those whom i didnt mention personally, im really thankful for every one of you. (:

may 2006 be a much better year. (:

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