you're my playground love

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

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sometimes i feel im getting more and more uptight, to put it nicely. -.-

anyway jing called me yesterday at around 12smth to say that she'd been locked out and asked if she cld camp over for a night. so yeah she cabbed over; the cab fare was seventeen bucks o.O LOL. so she slept with me HAHA. spent a lot of time talking, think i only fell asleep around 3 or smth. and then in the morning she wore my uniform to school hahahaa.

went out with rongs to shop after op dry run, but we just ended up sitting around and eating, lol. cos we didnt know what to do in orchard.

i miss those times so much. im really sorry i didnt notice these things happening and how bad the situation was.

its so tiring to perpetually have to guard myself against the external world. i dont know why im feeling like this. is this what the real world is about?

well i wonder
could it be?
when I was dreaming 'bout you baby
you were dreaming of me
call me crazy, call me blind
to still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

did i lose my love to someone better
and does she love you like i do
i do, you know i really really do

well hey
so much i need to say
been lonely since the day
the day you went away
so sad but true
for me theres only you
been crying since the day
the day you went away

i remember
date and time
september twenty-second
sunday twenty-five after nine
in the doorway with your case
no longer shouting at each other
there were tears on our faces

and we were letting go of something special
something we'll never have again
i know, i guess i really really know
>> the day you went away; m2m

{ fate can act in a curious way } 10:33 PM