>>> crap conversation

with daijing...

chenfeng says:
i love you sometimes.
[m.e.t.a.m.o.r.p.h.o.z.e] word of the day: negativier I caugth teh Liane diseas!! says:
i noe
[m.e.t.a.m.o.r.p.h.o.z.e] word of the day: negativier I caugth teh Liane diseas!! says:
i feel the same way
[m.e.t.a.m.o.r.p.h.o.z.e] word of the day: negativier I caugth teh Liane diseas!! says:
towards myself

hahahaah (:


>>> first paper

today had gp...

and i realised on hindsight (after my talking-cum-mugging session with linggie yesterday) that my perspective towards a lot of things has really changed since i came jc. about friendships and relationships and stuff like that. and i guess i treat people differently too, compared to last time. aiyah, but pang2 guan1 zhe3 qing1, dang1 ju2 zhe3 mi2... so i guess, maybe what i think might not be entirely accurate either. i think? oh wells. dunno (:

my entries are always so melancholic... (?) hahaa.

maybe i'll sleep a bit before mugging. (yes lah the whole world's probably mugging right away but heck about that. urgh. i wish i was a big fat mugger.)


>>> promos tomorrow

ARHHH!

i am damn scared! tomorrow is gp! promos! garhhhhh.

and this is kinda scary cos i've never been scared for english before, in my entire freaking life.

someone save me.


>>> i cant concentrate

help lah someone i cant concentrate for long! ):

doing chemical kinetics now. (well, at least i was a few min ago...)

an old man turned ninety eight
he won the lottery
and died the next day
its a black fly in your chardonnay
its a death row pardon
two minutes too late
isnt it ironic...
dont you think?

its like rain on your wedding day
its a free ride
when you've already paid
its the good advice
that you just didnt take
who would've thought...
it figures...
>> ironic; alanis morissette

this is a damn nice song!


>>> two more days to promos

sighs. wondering if i should cut my hair. should i?

i think my concentration span has gone down a lot. last time i cld just sit at the table and mug mug. but now cannot alr. forever running around doing all sorts of weird stuff like mad woman.

meow.

sians.

mugging rocks.


>>> survey from eugene

okay survey from eugene. not interesting ar! cos im not an interesting person. ahahaha.

Seven things you plan to do before you die:
1. get married
2. get rich
3. get thinner
4. learn how to stop being a slacker
5. dunno
6. dunno
7. dunno

Seven things I can do:
1. sleep
2. eat
3. talk
4. walk
5. shop
6. stone
7. grumble

Seven celebrity crushes:
1. ...
2. ...
3. ...
4. ...
5. ...
6. ...
7. ...

Seven often-repeated words:
1. nehneh
2. shit
3. damnit
4. meow
5. growl
6. rah
7. sian

Seven physical traits I look for in the opposite sex:
1. height. cannot be too short lah. shorter den me den quite loser.
2. dunno liao. aiyah shuai can alr. :D
3. ...
4. ...
5. ...
6. ...
7. ...

Seven tags go to:
1. alpphie
2. siaoer
3. zhihua
4. bentay
5. jingxuan
6. tzekwan
7. chingkai

very hard to rem who actually blogs actively and who wld do the survey... heh.

>>> studying

my titles always suck but i guess they're for my own reference so it doesnt really matter, heh.

lala resting for a while before i continue studying. ):


>>> thinking back

for the fifth millionth time, im thinking back again.

and this time im close to tears.

just dont know what to do cause i cant seem to let go.

now i dont know if i made the right choice back then, maybe i shouldnt have thought so much. but theres nothing i can do about it now, so i'll just have to go with the choice i made.

i dont know. maybe im just being moody and angsty.

>>> garhhh

was so damn irritated today cos i didnt know how to do everything i tried. RAH. sorry to xing, jing and tk for my constant calls and bugging. ):

cooling down now.

going to mug chem in a while. or maybe physics. hai.


>>> i just feel so sad

feeling quite down now. so afraid of being judged i guess. i never felt this way in sec sch, i dont know this feeling.


>>> written report due tomorrow

fuck i hate pw like shit. theres physics spa tmr and i havent studied, and im really unfamiliar with skill c and d.

DAMN PISSED OFF.


>>> so confused

babe you leave me confused
dont know if i should let you know
or wait it out girl
wish i knew just what to do
im so confused

so girl what you wanna see
wanna see me get down on my knees
wanna hear me beggin baby please
wanna feel me crying for mercy
oh girl i wish i knew your world
i think im losing my head
over you girl

well someone once told me
that you'll end up lonely
dont let love ever pass you by
cause i've seen it happen to
people that matter to me
with my very own eyes
maybe they were mistaken
and i should be waitin
for you to show me a sign
or should i just let you know
that if i let you go
i'd wonder the rest of my life
>> so confused; raghav


>>> worried

all this mugging nonsense is making me worried and im having a stomachache cos of it.


>>> sigh

chem spa tmr, almost done mugging, will go do more soon.

i was lying and falling asleep yesterday (actually, i couldnt fall asleep)... and i thought of all those times we had last yr... the trip to genting (well it was fun despite the fact tt we were bored most of the time)... maybe it was just the company... the trips to orchard... working hard and slacking at the same time... the four of us were so happy together.

and then i realised that those times will never come back.

ever.

no matter how hard i wish for them to.

that made me really sad.

and the worst part is that i dont even know how it all happened.

): ...


>>> chocolate and random stuff

i feel damn sian and i dun feel like doing anything. ): but i'll have to anyway. later.

i have decided that i wanna go get the willy wonka chocolate bars but i dont know when i'll have time. ):

theres nothing nice on tv on sunday nights so im online even though im not talking to anyone. hai.

really damn sian. tmr got school again. meeting suyi for dinner tmr, long long time since i talked properly to her. probably a few years or something. so im quite looking forward to it. (:

you're beautiful
you're beautiful
you're beautiful, its true
i saw your face in a crowded place
and i dont know what to do
cause i'll never be with you*
>> you're beautiful; james blunt

and i think you're still special to me


>>> nice clothes

http://www.urbanoutfitters.com ((:


>>> defehdiofcdfch

i am going insane soon.

>>> sushi sushi sushi

didnt do much yesterday, went for sushi buffet with siaoer at sakae. at heeren.

saw my junior but didnt say hi as i realised i had forgotten her name. oops. well she was sec1 when i was sec4! heh.

anyway reached there at 2smth but realised the buffet only starts at 3. so being the cheapos we are, we starved till 3 and then chionged in. anyway the buffet costs like 13.60++ for students, so we paid about 17.80 for each person including a drink. and we ate like 20 plates of sushi. HAHA. the gluttons. and the buffet comes with free ice cream and udon. (: (: so we polished tt off too. and den actually it also comes with free fruit, but we didnt ask for tt cos we were simply too stuffed. (: good good food. heheh. extremely worth it, i say. have decided to only go to sakae when theres buffet. (:


>>> snort

siao.er says:
you ah
siao.er says:
i shitting halfway lah!

HAHAHAA.

>>> this is so stupid

was reading someones blog just now and there was smth abt him.

kinda made me realise how much i miss those times, and how different my life is from what it once was.


>>> ionic equilibria

im so tired of calculating pHs. hahaha. i only did a few questions from the tutorial and i feel like im seeing stars alr.

couldnt figure out how to see if the solutions of salts were acidic basic or neutral so i gave up halfway. bah.

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