you're my playground love

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

>>> random thoughts

i dont know why im so freaking lazy. actually i think to myself tt i shld be doing work but im just too piggish to get started. the thought of promos in like dunno, six or seven weeks freaks me out and i dont know how im going to pull through.

it really kinda scares me how much everything has changed in the last 8 months or so? we used to be such good friends, and now everythings falling apart, and i feel sometimes like im so outta touch with your lives. and the worst thing is, i dont even know how to turn this around. maybe its not even possible. but sometimes i even feel tt tt special thing we had between all of us is gone completely, and extinguished. i guess im not directly involved, but i just feel sad when i think about it.

make new friends,
keep the old.
one is silver,
one is gold.

does tt always ring true? im not so sure anymore.

anyway they say tt a leopard never changes its spots, and i find tt its sorta true. people might change a bit over the years, but in essence they're usually still the same. and thats not always a good thing.

sometimes i feel like im such a hypocrite, but isnt everyone?

humans are such complicated creatures.

okay off to mug, hopefully.

and im just so glad to know that you're always there for me (:

{ fate can act in a curious way } 12:09 AM