>>> hahahaa

anyway i thought this was quite funny. lol.

siao.er says:
then this morning i thought i saw ghost
siao.er says:
walking to canteen.. then this chio bu with hair let down walks past
siao.er says:
gosh!
for she was the girl that led the perfect life says:
HAHAHAHAA.

shant say who we were talking about tho, never know who reads my blog. ;)

>>> napola

yeah so since i didnt go back to rg today, i went to watch napola with jean. it was damn damn good! (: really worth watching. though the story was quite sad. oh wells.

bought this pink brushy marker. (: ! it has two sides and each side is a different shade! hahaha. from art friend. heehee!

i sound mad. heh.


>>> before the september hols start

i realised why i never have anything to blog, my life is so dull and dreary compared to sec sch. oh wells.

anyway i ate a lot today. ponned pe with charissa, rongs and jiv to go thomson and eat prata. hahaha. the irony. so we ate a cheese prata and plain prata each, it was pretty good. (: got back just in time for break and watched jean eating her healthy vegetable-and-tofu-filled yong tau foo. hahaha. ate apple crumble for lunch, and yong tau foo after school. bleh. but not really scared im gonna gain weight cos my weight hasnt really been fluctuating lately. ah but im fat anyway so who cares. HAHA. (:

today was filled with tutorials.

tomorrow's teachers' day celebrations, dont think im going back to rg. dont know if its a right decision, but oh well i guess it isnt a very major one. and my close friends arent going back so i guess i'll be terribly bored. lol.

okay, till i next blog. tata. (:

>>> meow

i realised tt i've kinda learnt how to isolate myself from unhappy emotions. its like... at first, smth makes me unhappy or guilty or jealous or whatever. perhaps even to the extent of tears, but after a while, when i encounter the same thing again, it just doesnt have the same effect anymore. i guess im just apathetic, in a way?

but of course, there are exceptions.

i hate pw.

damnit.


>>> imprisonment

sometimes i just feel so trapped by my own thoughts and freaking insecurities.

why do others not seem to have problems like this?

anyway i was thinking in school today tt its actually very possible to read a person by the tiny little things that person does? and its amazing really how some people can be so selfish. and the best thing is tt they dont even realise it.

i wanted to blog about something a few days ago, but i cant remember what it is now.

<3...


>>> frustrated

theres bio spa and math test tmr. as an end to the week. and i dont feel relieved for the weekend, cos i'll probably have to be studying. ):

URGH. this week sucked.

anyway its a school holiday on friday.

i think my blogging is very unexciting. ):

sometimes i hate myself.

anyway a lot of pple have said i look damn dao in school, which i didnt realise. oh wells.

ok off to do some work.


>>> #%&*&*^$#

i am so sick of being perpetually worried about work.

might be making this blog private soon, havent decided.


>>> serious saturday

heheh. ok quick update.

im in an awful need of a haircut. my hairs getting everywhere and its really horrible and sometimes i just feel like ripping the hairs out which is highly unwise considering how much hair i have left.

staying at home this saturday, one of the first times in a long time i guess...

and i guess im better compared to yesterday when i was damn sad or smth, not tt im completely recovered, but at least im better.

hehe ok done for now. cya.


>>> random sunday ramblings

life is so monotonous.

would ramble on about my weekend, but i dont think anyone wld be interested. so oh well...

i've got my jacket! (: thanks to the sponsorship of jing and alpphie.

kae im going off to do work. URGH. ):


>>> hoho the day after

okay i had one and a half hours of sleep yesterday. which was actually pretty good alr i have to admit - rongs, jiv and shannie didnt get any sleep at all. and they seemed less sleepy den me in school today. lol. well basically i slept through all the lessons in sch, especially bio which i thought was horrible. maths i didnt actually intend to doze off but i did. lol. but ironically i was awake for gp. hahahaa. i should have just ponned sch. anyway after school went ri to eat lunch with the clique and came home to sleep.

and i slept and slept from one to six something, almost seven. HAHA. (:

yayness i think im going shopping with fifi and jing tmr. i think. not very sure. cos we all owe each other birthday presents. hees. (:

im still feeling pretty drowsy.

>>> i am really really falling asleep

... its 359. and we havent finished. krrlvgjhiovhvrhfv.

>>> im falling asleep already

ARGH. its already 1205 and we're nowhere near finishing. look at jiv's panic when i didnt respond.

suselooompa 4"4 cuter than before. augustus loves shocalat says:
JENNIFER WAKE UP
suselooompa 4"4 cuter than before. augustus loves shocalat says:
OH GOD.. dunabandonmeee plzzzzz

hahahaaha. i wonder what time im gonna sleep tonight.


>>> pw rocks my world

afweuilfgwdfew. i just came home from dinner with rongs. after physics remedial. and for one of the few times in my freaking life i am starting hw immediately after getting home. excluding the fact tt im typing this entry now. well physics remedial was pretty useful i think, just have to prac more. garh. wtassscfsdcfd. i want my roxy jacket but its so damn ex and i dont think its there anymore anyway. ): im so glad tmr is friday. and the horrible written report draft wld have been handed in by then, with any luck. okay peish was telling me this drink is nice some time ago, its called ice! cool. tried it with rongs today and isnt bad. it even has chewy bits inside which is supposed to be meal fibre, it feels like aloe vera.

meow. okay time for pw.


>>> thought this was really meaningful

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no records of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth, always hopes, always perseveres.
- 1 Cor 13:14

(:

>>> random thoughts

i dont know why im so freaking lazy. actually i think to myself tt i shld be doing work but im just too piggish to get started. the thought of promos in like dunno, six or seven weeks freaks me out and i dont know how im going to pull through.

it really kinda scares me how much everything has changed in the last 8 months or so? we used to be such good friends, and now everythings falling apart, and i feel sometimes like im so outta touch with your lives. and the worst thing is, i dont even know how to turn this around. maybe its not even possible. but sometimes i even feel tt tt special thing we had between all of us is gone completely, and extinguished. i guess im not directly involved, but i just feel sad when i think about it.

make new friends,
keep the old.
one is silver,
one is gold.

does tt always ring true? im not so sure anymore.

anyway they say tt a leopard never changes its spots, and i find tt its sorta true. people might change a bit over the years, but in essence they're usually still the same. and thats not always a good thing.

sometimes i feel like im such a hypocrite, but isnt everyone?

humans are such complicated creatures.

okay off to mug, hopefully.

and im just so glad to know that you're always there for me (:


>>> first time

haha i've decided to blog (:

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